sad to say I still want to be with you?
But you’ve purposely avoided me, talked to me less.
We were so close, so very close, I felt like I could tell you anything.
You were one of my best friends.
I could be silly with you, comfortable with you, stupid with you.
But with my departure it’s all changed, and I don’t know why.
Everytime I see you, I want to discuss it, but when I’m with you everything flips.
Everything is fine, we talk, we laugh, we chill.
But I don’t know what is real.